my hand trembles when i hold the pen . ive forgotten to write . i stay longer hours at work - forgotten my social life . i barely listen to my music - ive almost given up reading- i dont do the crossies on the bus ride- i get so tired by the night that i dont dream anymore- ive lost touch with my soul - i just dont think i am arch anymore.
and sometimes its not such a bad thing....
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I think corporate life does that to a lot of us.. All i do week long is to wait for the weekend.. and before i finish those laundries, vessels, bank accounts ..... the weekend is up!!!
:-) u know wat..its never gud to loose urself... so dont do tat..
Am just gettin into the work life and kinda understand what you mean.. But your the only one that can change the way you feel.. People change in their life but hopefully its for the better.. your the only one that ones whats good for you.. so go out there and be the way you want be..
P.S your not 60 yet.. theres a long road ahead and enjoy life to the fullest..
@DD:I dont know if its the corporate life or its just the way life is- Its a step away from college- responsibilites. if u know what i mean.
@ithink...I suppose losing urself is not such a great thing but hey im just trying to be really optimistic here ;)
@shivanth : i know im not 60!! i dont feel 60. i was just pondering how the step from a 21 to a 23 could be so dramatic.
You nearly wrote a song there. lol
no. Corporate life dint hit me that much yet 24s!
haha. arch who haan.... you know arch... i actually dont even remember who i really was..i dont like to think about my past...i hated the people around me .... the people who didnt care...who was never around ....
i love my life now. .the life i created for myself.. i always thought that life had a path for me ... but now i realize that the path is what i walk on....
have fun.. so will i...
Life does seem pointless and monotonous at times, doesn't it?
i dont find any big difference in you.. but still going by the words of yours i feel that ur trying to stabilize urself.. This is for everyone and what you have to do is to take the life as it comes. silly to see people worring about not getting dreams during night.And infact my mps collections are two years old.. take a chill pill
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theindian@thats a very optimistic way of looking at things and i like that but i do agree with the practical idealist - at times life seems such a drag- seems like a quarter life crisis to snap out of it ..
Suresh : when i say i dont dream at night - its a figurative term -but im glad u dont see me any different while i tread this nasty path..
@a sk :thank you!
does work keep u occupied or ru so preoccupied that u cant do nethg else but work...this is wen u feel life as a grad student was so much better than wat is...u probably need a break :)
@harish: I was caught up with work at home and well..at work! I presumed losing out on a social life to be a part of life.. i realised soon enough how wrong i was...
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