This time i really got abused for my lack of verbal enthusiasm, for letting my blog die. Apparently many ppl judge my 'mood for the month' from what i have to say in the blog.. I din't know that and I still fail to understand how!
These last few months have taken its toll on me ( no i haven't become thinner..) . Besides getting to work and shopping for the house, i havent done anything productive. What really bothered me was the monotonous life, a lack of passion for it. I felt 'comfortably numb'. Being unperturbed, somehow led ppl arnd me to believe that i had become so much more mature- a facade. i needed to break free.
Sitting on the sands of bessi, watching kids/couples play in the water, thinking about life, missing my mom, missing her love, missing my friends, feeling older than i should, worrying about the future-Ive had enough.
I looked again. I saw the sun taking its dip. Its hues never fail to excite me. i ran across the sand to join the gang, to make my clothes dirty, to not care, to just have fun. I decided to let me be.
This is really not how i started off with the post- this isnt how i intended to end it either.
Damn my incapability of stringing thoughts together which probably explains the hiatus??
