Jan 31, 2006
i walked into the room with a jaunty swagger that would probably have done credit to a General. - the pride of being an engineer(forgetting the fact that millions , inc everyone else in the room were too ), the pride of " ha! what could a communication, softskills training instill anything new in me" .. but at the end of the day i realised how little i knew. , i realised i dint know what my company revenues are like, who my client really is, what my client actually pays for me as an employee.i realised my goals werent streamlined enough, i dont have a time chart, accounts for my expenditure... i am not even inspired to achieve what i dream - sheltered in ambiguity, i walked out of the room tired, beat - apalled.
Jan 26, 2006
January 26,1950 was chosen as the day when India would finally arrive as a nation, complete with the lengthiest and the most detailed constitution in the world......yea so it was the indian republic day... to millions, a holiday, a break from that stressful day at work- and for many a chance to watch TV all day long cos there are'republic day special' programmes . i'd say c'mon.. we all prob know what asin and Surya n jo aspire to be and dream about better than our own dream. its really sad . sometimes i think about it, but writing this blog makes me no different...
we know, we know,we know ---what do we do with what we know? we only draw a shade between us and our knowledge..sad dont u say?
Jan 21, 2006
i was so tired beat and exhausted last eve and if ive failed to mention it earlier, i get so bored once too often. i stepped outta the house to get some fresh air, to bring up the spirits of my vitiated soul(ha!). anyways, basically i love walking . i can walk miles on end with or without company, jus enjoying it all..the boat club road or the road alongside the theosophical society, or on the sands of our elliots beach - wherever it mite be. the calm exhilaration of the evening gives me an unaccustomed peace of mind, a contentment with the things, they way they are.- the bottomline- i feel happy, i feel sane in this mad world.
Jan 15, 2006
Makar sankranthi wishes to all n pongal wishes to my fellow tamilians. Capricorn transition is what makar sankranthi literally means by the way. Ask me what i did the entire weekend..Nothing nothing at all.. sat on my dad's easy chair and watched every darn movie on TV. . ive shamelessly watched many many if not all of rajini's movies 'n' times and watched arunachalam for the, i dono how many'th time today. Besides being filled with masala, his movies have something that never fail to amuse me, amaze me. Sitting around, never getting my hands dirty doing real work, i somehow bestow upon myself the privlege to comment on these actors whenever i watch a movie and make it sound o-so-polish by calling it a review. (chk out my prev blog on kandanaal mudhal) .. that reminds me, i still dint get my hands on that ticket to watch evam's new play :(
Jan 9, 2006
life has its own bizarre ways of letting u realise who you are. so many things happening - a mile a minute seems too fast for me to comprehend. when i dont do stuff presuming things will sort themselves out, they bcome messier, when i do something, i mess things up for me. do u see a deadlock here?
im jus gonna call that funny. but hey im not gonna let u get away.. im gonna make sure things work out the way i want them too, the way it should, even if it means WAR.
sat eve i was up watching gone with the wind.. reinstated my belief that beautiful books dont have to necessarily make awhsum movies..
jus re-read my last coupla posts, have been on a philosophical roll havent i?
im jus gonna call that funny. but hey im not gonna let u get away.. im gonna make sure things work out the way i want them too, the way it should, even if it means WAR.
sat eve i was up watching gone with the wind.. reinstated my belief that beautiful books dont have to necessarily make awhsum movies..
jus re-read my last coupla posts, have been on a philosophical roll havent i?
Jan 7, 2006
'sorry your name does not appear in the list of short listed candidates....' seein that 6 times each year has become something of a routine. for those of u who cant seem to relate to these 'golden' words, i pressume ur amongst the lot who're not acquainted to the 'CAT' or are ppl(well i dont consider them normal ppl..yet!) who aced the the same...Ive been so caught up with my life n work n certifications that i barely gave the CAT more than a moment's thought this year.. and when i was done with i had absolutely no expectations. yet when the results force themselves upon you, when u see the darn page, there is this pang of dissapointment... makes me feel so darn dumb.. do html tags or jsp's have that capability???(yes!!!! i,m a software techie!!!)
Jan 4, 2006
when you face life as it comes, when u move on, you never realise it.. its at those times that i always think'man.. people change so much'..they prob do too.. ppl fall out of love , you lose lustre, the stone they sculpted you out of is not the same..
being this sentimental fool, i break down whenever i have to face changes.. tears are something i never run short of. . this is who i am ..that annoys me..it runs thru like a movie in my head.. all the time....
well the point of this conversation being, i want to grow up.. to learn to be more versatile than arch,the not-so-living..learn from other people's life and mistakes- thats my new years resolution.
being this sentimental fool, i break down whenever i have to face changes.. tears are something i never run short of. . this is who i am ..that annoys me..it runs thru like a movie in my head.. all the time....
well the point of this conversation being, i want to grow up.. to learn to be more versatile than arch,the not-so-living..learn from other people's life and mistakes- thats my new years resolution.
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